5/3/25 • 1:37pm
in a really bad headspace this afternoon. had a nightmare that triggered paraphilic thoughts and i just want them to go away. i didn't ask for this
4/28/25 • 3:12pm
ughhh i feel shitty today,,, my allergies are pretty bad and my hormones are making me sad
4/27/25 • 11:18pm
forgot to mention it when it happened, but i went to take a blood test and i am no long anemic!!
4/27/25 • 5:58pm
OKAY so i've been rewatching and hyperfixating on henry danger of ALL things for the last week and it has unexpectedly BROKEN ME dude. this show is both funnier and way more sad than i remember dude. SPOILERS BELOW

the whole trio (henry, jasper and charlotte) makes me so sad. i wish we honestly got to see more of their dynamic before crime fighting because they seemed to have So much chemistry 💔 (especially henry and jasper which honestly makes sense because they've known each other since they were like 5 years old) i'll go into the trio's Tragic friendship another time since i'm gonna be talking about henry a lot here because uhhh I'm Kind of Obsessed with his character LOL he's very interesting for a protagonist on a fucking Nickelodeon sitcom but anyways. this dude has been through so much bullshit and he deserved a normal teenage life he signed up to be ray's sidekick at THIRTEEN YEARS OLD!!! like we see him sleep deprived in season 1 when trying to balance his normal life and work life. he has a shitty birthday because he has to work. he barely starts addressing his most important problem, being balancing his normal life as a teenager being henry hart and his sidekick life as kid danger, and where his identity lies in that in barely the LAST season, being season 5. it's brushed off again as the person he was talking to, being his boss (ray), was asleep at the wheel. it comes up again in s5e37 (the beginning of the end), where henry finds out he's the only one in his friend group not graduating, and him and ray have their biggest argument yet. he was so caught up, as he himself said, saving other people's lives that he never got to have his own. even in the end, when he thought he was going to die when the blimp went down, he was still saving the lives of other people. still willing to die as kid danger than live as henry hart. but if henry's not kid danger, where will he find his purpose? beyond being henry, who really is he? okay so um YEAH i have a lot to say about this show and henry in particular but i can't muster up anything else cuz my mind is like Overloading. honestly it feels like i'm just reiterating what people have said about this show on tumblr LOL BUT YEAH this show is fucking crazy and i will never stop feeling bad for this main cast because jesus fucking christ :(

4/16/25 • 11:35pm
had a Funtastical day today! i drew and spent time with my mom and pets downstairs :D i'm hyperfixated on a ton of different things right now which is overloading my head in a good way ^_^ also i took a big step and brushed by teeth and took melatonin tonight! hopefully this is one step closer to fixing my Horrific sleep schedule cuz i have to go to a baby shower on saturday... g'night digital diary!
4/16/25 • 12:13am
i was questioning why i was super lethargic right now but i had realized i hadn't taken my vitamins today..
4/14/25 • 8:46pm
bro orion and sirius's conflict in ginga never fails to make me a Bit mad they are both kind of stupid LMAO
4/14/25 • 6:08pm
digital diary is back :D finally figured out how to use iframe... other entries have been archived as well! diskey the coding whiz Strikes Again...
2/20/25 • 1:15am
bro a fictional character has never scared me more than sou hiyori from your turn to die for some reason. he GENUINELY makes me scared. he's just EERIE
2/10/25 • 3:06pm
valentines day is coming up, and i'm very grateful to be in love with the person i love specifically. every day i am grateful i chose forgiveness.
1/31/25 • 6:13am
i hate it when i can't be hostile to random people sometimes, mainly because there would be a consequence for me in turn for blowing up at them. i don't understand why i feel as if they deserve to have something devastating to happen to them just because they made me angry. but at the same time, i don't see a reason other than the chance of me being punished for it for it to not be deserved.